Tuesday, February 26, 2013

I need to start writing again!!!

Not just in my blog, but in life..(what happened to all that creative writing I used to do?!?!)...I've realized lately I've been neglecting my happiness (artistically) because I've been doing what I though what's right (school)...suffice to say I am obsessed with school, not doing much art, and lately it's left me feeling empty- and I am beyond burnt out..which is affecting my education , my art, my happiness, etc...Overall, it's just made me think-- who the hell am I and what do I want?!?! Luckily I think I finally know the answer to that question. I want to do my art and be a nurse....It's the implementation that's hard...And I do know I hold the key to my own destiny. these 2 fields are like a total 180 from one another...I hope I can pull it off...I have an extreme love of the creative arts and also a nurturing streak that just does not end! ...school is hard, I will not lie...who knows how this will end, all I say is that I will try my best!...and perhaps when I get stressy I shall write about it? I do in my personal journal but not here on the net! ;)I wish I had a good visual image to represent what I'm feeling and going through but I don't, as I've been so busy with school I haven't painted in 2 months... I miss it!!! lets see if I can find a cool video to represent :)...kinda!